Don't wanna kill myself, but I'm sick of feeling low
Wanna say fuck my health cause it always seems to go
I wanna heal, what's the deal?
Tell my doctors that they suck
Can't get high, can't get drunk
Cant find God in the slump that I'm in
Tell me what makes you happy
Is there anything else?
What keeps you holding on when we both know your soul's letting go?
I wanna be alone
Let nobody know that I'm getting closer to it
I wanna be alone
Let nobody know that I'm getting close
Don't wanna kill myself, but I'm sick of feeling low
Wanna say fuck my health cause it always seems to go
I wanna heal, what's the deal?
Tell my doctors that they suck
Can't get high, can't get drunk
Cant find God in the slump that I'm in
Don't wanna kill myself, but I'm sick of feeling low
Wanna say fuck my health cause it always seems to go
I wanna heal, what's the deal?
Tell my doctors that they suck
Can't get high, can't get drunk
Cant find God in the slump that I'm in
Tell me why does this always happen when we're high?
Used to it so I can't even cry
My tear ducts is dry
Hate being numb inside but this happens every time
Oh why?
Father don't leave me here
I believe that you won't
And I know you got a plan
But where are you now?
(I wanna be alone)
Cause I'm getting sick of waiting
So I just keep on praying to you
Searching for God
Searching for God
I need a miracle
I need a miracle
So don't go
Don't wanna kill myself, but I'm sick of feeling low
Wanna say fuck my health cause it always seems to go
I wanna heal, what's the deal?
Tell my doctors don't give up
Can't get high so I'm stuck
Searching for God in the slump that I'm in
